WOW BALTIMORE! You were amazing! I had a great time. The ladies from Betty were so nice! The crowd was great! You are very supportive Baltimore! I got the chance to meet many of you! Thank you for buying t-shirts and cds. I also go to hang out with my good friend Eric Himan. WOW are his new songs incredible! He is really speaking out for our community and if you didn't get a chance to hear his set please check him out. www.erichiman.com or www.myspace.com/ericiman. Eric gave me my first guitar lesson and has been a huge inspiration to me through my entire music journey.
If anyone has any good places in Baltimore they think my music would be a good fit for please email me @ meghann@meghannrobinson.com!
Looking forward to seeing you all next year! Thank you Paul for all of your help and for making my trip to Baltimore possible.
Meg
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Baltimore Pride
Today's Scope...hmmmm
If you have been separated from the world while you nursed a bruised ego, it's time for you to get back into the game! Whether you feel ready or not, today is the day to step up and shift back into life. You have a lot of beauty and strength to showcase, and there are plenty of people who want to have a front-row seat for the show. There is more interest in you right now than you think. You are missing an amazing opportunity by standing on the sidelines.
I am free...
Who are you you say id end up this way
Who are you to know which ones my road
Who are you to see read this map for me
Tell me why im lost while you call all the shots
Tell my that im free of all this make believe
Tell me how you know where this is guna go
Im free to fly
Im free to fall
Im free to deny
Im free to let go
Its up to me
Im free to believe
Its up to me
Im free to believe
Who are you to tell me about this place
Who are you to be the one takin all the space
Who are you to pull away everytime I look your way
Do you know who you are now
Do you really know how
With everything you see
Why can’t you look at me
We might fly
We might fall
We might run
And we might crawl
We might just try and that’s all
Its up to me
Im free to believe
Do you know why your broken heart tends to lie
Do you know that I am not the breakin kind
Do you trust anything that might spread its wings
We might fly
We might fall
We might run
And we might crawl
We might just try and that’s all
Don’t you know its wasn’t all up to me…
you were free to believe
And now you’re are free to go
Who are you to know which ones my road
Who are you to see read this map for me
Tell me why im lost while you call all the shots
Tell my that im free of all this make believe
Tell me how you know where this is guna go
Im free to fly
Im free to fall
Im free to deny
Im free to let go
Its up to me
Im free to believe
Its up to me
Im free to believe
Who are you to tell me about this place
Who are you to be the one takin all the space
Who are you to pull away everytime I look your way
Do you know who you are now
Do you really know how
With everything you see
Why can’t you look at me
We might fly
We might fall
We might run
And we might crawl
We might just try and that’s all
Its up to me
Im free to believe
Do you know why your broken heart tends to lie
Do you know that I am not the breakin kind
Do you trust anything that might spread its wings
We might fly
We might fall
We might run
And we might crawl
We might just try and that’s all
Don’t you know its wasn’t all up to me…
you were free to believe
And now you’re are free to go
Thank you for that!
Dooms Dayers and Nay Sayers Be Ware! This post is not for you! There is only the possibility that things will not work out the way you'd most wish...if only you know that they won't. I am saying. There is something that I have been wanting in my life for a long time, actually there are many things.
Every time I get on the good path that I think will lead to them happening...all that I was worried would go wrong does...Therefore...Logic tells me...to stop worrying. Go with the flow. News to anyone who doesn't know me personally...I have a hard time going with the flow. I tend to be a forcer...OR I used to be. It is amazing how good it can make you feel to just let go of the control, or shall I say the illusion of control, since really I have never had any anyway.
When you enjoy someone...just enjoy them in that moment. I tend to think, well how the heck am I going to make sure that I enjoy them tomorrow and better yet forever. LOL and end up getting so worked up that I no longer enjoy them in the moment.
With music, I have accomplished so many goals that I've had along every stage of my journey, but rather than enjoy the triumphant moment...I start worrying about how the heck I am going to make the next goal on the next step and the next level. Goals only have levels for a sense of achievement. I think that it is important to enjoy each stage of fulfillment before moving onto the next.
I saw a deer in the game lands on my run today, he was beautiful and when he heard me singing to Patty Griffin on my iPod he jumped higher than I am tall to get out of my path, I looked up and said, Thank you for that. A cardinal flew in front of me for a good ten seconds just a minute later.
I take everything as a signal these days that I am on the right path. The universe and seemed to shift when I gave up the neediness and the control and started breathing deep. Music is fun again! It is a passion that keeps my soul able. I have been running and hiking in nature, outside with the world and it keeps my head quiet. I have become more thankful than ever for all that I have, and everything that I want is coming along no matter how far away it seems to me.
No real point here, or maybe too many to just make one. Dreams are for living not killing or sitting in shoe boxes under beds. Hearts are for loving not warring. Time is for spending in this world and in your community.
Every time I get on the good path that I think will lead to them happening...all that I was worried would go wrong does...Therefore...Logic tells me...to stop worrying. Go with the flow. News to anyone who doesn't know me personally...I have a hard time going with the flow. I tend to be a forcer...OR I used to be. It is amazing how good it can make you feel to just let go of the control, or shall I say the illusion of control, since really I have never had any anyway.
When you enjoy someone...just enjoy them in that moment. I tend to think, well how the heck am I going to make sure that I enjoy them tomorrow and better yet forever. LOL and end up getting so worked up that I no longer enjoy them in the moment.
With music, I have accomplished so many goals that I've had along every stage of my journey, but rather than enjoy the triumphant moment...I start worrying about how the heck I am going to make the next goal on the next step and the next level. Goals only have levels for a sense of achievement. I think that it is important to enjoy each stage of fulfillment before moving onto the next.
I saw a deer in the game lands on my run today, he was beautiful and when he heard me singing to Patty Griffin on my iPod he jumped higher than I am tall to get out of my path, I looked up and said, Thank you for that. A cardinal flew in front of me for a good ten seconds just a minute later.
I take everything as a signal these days that I am on the right path. The universe and seemed to shift when I gave up the neediness and the control and started breathing deep. Music is fun again! It is a passion that keeps my soul able. I have been running and hiking in nature, outside with the world and it keeps my head quiet. I have become more thankful than ever for all that I have, and everything that I want is coming along no matter how far away it seems to me.
No real point here, or maybe too many to just make one. Dreams are for living not killing or sitting in shoe boxes under beds. Hearts are for loving not warring. Time is for spending in this world and in your community.
Switch
I have been trying for years to find the strength to do things that in reality only took a moment to achieve. Call it a switch...that I couldnt find on a dark wall in a dark room. Ever come home and seem to have totally forgotten where on the wall that pesky switch was located only an hour ago in the day light? That may be how I would describe the last few years of my life. I have been pawing the dark walls to just turn on the light. I knew the switch just had to be where it was when I left the security of bring sure of myself. I knew where it was when I believed...
I am not sure if the last time I believed was when I was too young and unjaded and unaffected by this world and the reality of self doubt to not believe or if it was a slow burn on my memory over time. Is there a moment when we change? When we stop believing that we can fly or be the first female comander of a space shuttle. Maybe it was when becoming president someday seemed like the worst job ever instead of a life ambition. I wouldnt go back. I think that you have to lose things sometimes to know exactly how valuable they are to your very existence. I think we only lose some of the most important things for that very reason...or maybe we only regain the things in life that are the most vital to our dream...our life.
Im being cryptic but the point is...and if I recall it has something to do with that damn butterfly. If something is missing or gone or let go of intentionally or not and it seems to be the very thing you have stopped living without...a person, and dream, a goal...your fire...the best way to find it...may be to stop thinking about how to find it and believe it will find you because you believe that it will. Second, live your best life as though it will never come back. The third part...when it does find you...get your hands off the wall and grab ahold of it...don't ask it where it's been...it was right there all along...it was you who needed finding...that is why without it you were lost. And now...be found in a moment and maybe forever.
I am not sure if the last time I believed was when I was too young and unjaded and unaffected by this world and the reality of self doubt to not believe or if it was a slow burn on my memory over time. Is there a moment when we change? When we stop believing that we can fly or be the first female comander of a space shuttle. Maybe it was when becoming president someday seemed like the worst job ever instead of a life ambition. I wouldnt go back. I think that you have to lose things sometimes to know exactly how valuable they are to your very existence. I think we only lose some of the most important things for that very reason...or maybe we only regain the things in life that are the most vital to our dream...our life.
Im being cryptic but the point is...and if I recall it has something to do with that damn butterfly. If something is missing or gone or let go of intentionally or not and it seems to be the very thing you have stopped living without...a person, and dream, a goal...your fire...the best way to find it...may be to stop thinking about how to find it and believe it will find you because you believe that it will. Second, live your best life as though it will never come back. The third part...when it does find you...get your hands off the wall and grab ahold of it...don't ask it where it's been...it was right there all along...it was you who needed finding...that is why without it you were lost. And now...be found in a moment and maybe forever.
